The test is done.

It was supposed to take 9 hours. I finished it about 40 minutes early. Not sure if that’s a good thing, but I didn’t feel overwhelmed by questions that I had no idea about. But I was so tired the last 3-4 hours of it that I could have overlooked a lot of important details and not have known it.

Right now, I’m in a horrible funk. I’ve been in a depressive mood all week, dragged down by hours studying wondering if it was going to be enough, exacerbated by various disappointments and fulminated tonight into weeping after being stood up by friends who I really needed tonight. I don’t like abandonment and I feel like that’s all that surrounds me.