I think this is the first time since third year that I’ve had an attending dislike me. I’ve had ones who were difficult to read and who I disagreed with, but we had a pretty cordial relationship in the end. But I can’t seem to impress this one at all. I’m still struggling on how to be a resident–how to give my medical students autonomy and yet make sure that nothing major is missed; and things have been overlooked, pretty substantial things that luckily did not harm any patients. All of this has not been impressing me to my attending.

Can’t believe I’m actually looking forward to my rotation in the ICU to end.