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You know when you have one of those days where nothing really bad happens, but you still end the day in a very crappy, “get out of my way” mood? Yeah, having one of those today.
I overslept because I forgot to set my alarm yesterday, was so late that I decided it wouldn’t hurt to be later, so actually had somewhat of a leisurely morning (10 min shower instead of 5). And nobody was too upset that I was gone–I hadn’t missed any important lectures, just one of those cutesy “what color is your personality” tests that ALL conferences must include. Most of today’s lectures were interesting, just long, long, long. Third day of 8-5 classes, and I’m dreading the next two days.
My clinic patient called. Again. Fifth time since I saw her a week ago. It’s really wearing on all of my sympathies. Note to patient: believe me, I believe and sympathize with your pain; as one who does have chronic pain, I do actually know something of what you are going through. But since you have tried 50 medications in the past several years AND NOTHING HAS HELPED, you can not expect over night improvements from me. I appreciate the trust, but you have to allow some leeway into figuring out what is going on.
I could continue the rant, but I think I’ll stop. It gets my blood pressure up.
The parking people called and changed my parking pass to the one that is clear on the other side of the hospital and clinics where I work. (gee thanks) I go to park there today… and the gates won’t open. Wonderful.
I can’t access the computer programs that I need at the VA where I’m doing classes this week, so trying to fix my above patient’s problems is even more fun.
I haven’t had a chance to go grocery shopping in over 6 weeks.
I haven’t been able to go to the gym in a month.
I probably won’t be able to fit into the bridesmaid dress that I paid over $100 to have altered because my weight is skyrocketing because of the stress.
I’ve spent the last five days working with Chris on his personal statement for residency. It’s been slow and painful, trying to edit it and make it sound good and professional, and above all memorable in the right way. He’s already freaked out about applying because of some earlier difficulties, and so there’s been all this pressure to really make an excellent product.
Last night, we decided to scrap half of what the PS was focused on. I just about cried.
I have friends visiting for this weekend. I haven’t been able to clean my house at all. It’s a disaster. I’m working on the paper again tonight and still won’t have time to clean.
I’m up to two migraines per week. This isn’t good.
It’s rained for a week straight. Last night, it downpoured. And I discovered that the basement leaks, because the sidewalks and front porch drain towards the house. I don’t even want to contemplate how much it’s going to cost to fix that.
I’m really missing the sun.
Thanks for letting me get this rant out of the way. It was either whine here or break down in tears. And Michelle was wanting me to update. 🙂
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prego2006@livejournal says:
And thank you for doing so. 🙂 I’m sorry to hear you’re upset. But just think how much fun it’ll be do party-hardy at the wedding. Plus, you have friends visiting!? That’s cool. Enjoy.
The wedding is going to be great fun, I agree. It’s too bad you can’t just pack Ben in the back seat and come on over!
Susan and Bobby are visiting. Hence the reason it’s taken me a few days to respond.
*hugs*
P.S., that is one cute kid you have there.
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juno_magic@livejournal says:
*hugs*
Thank you, Juno.
*hugs back*
I’ve been thinking about you so much this last while. I miss you.
*BIG HUGS*
Love you,
Ellie.
My dear, dear Ellie.
I was just thinking about you and missing you. So much. I miss our interactions. I wish so much that I had time to talk to you more frequently (as in, ever).
Love you too.
{{{hugs}}} You sound so stressed…