sick
I’ve got that bleak, almost sick feeling to my stomach tonight. Guilt. About everything that I should have done with the accident yesterday and didn’t. Worry that it’s going to mess everything up with my insurance. Even though there’s nothing that I can do about it now, it still is making me ill.
Add to the fact that Chris now tells me that he’ll be gone 3-4 days of the week that I’m going home. He forgot when I was coming, even though I’ve told him every time I’ve talked to him the last month. Lonely. And Liz will be gone for a few days as well. I wonder why I’m even bothering going. I’ve been looking forward to this, forever, finally being home and with the people that I’ve missed and it’s not going to be anything.
New rotation tomorrow. ER. Haven’t exactly decided if I’m looking forward to it or not. Lots of days off. 8 hour shift work, both are pluses. But it’ll be busy and stressful. And right now, I’m just not wanting that.
Accidents suck. Since it was the other person’s fault, shouldn’t that leave your insurance clean?
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*HUGS*
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You’re going home just after I went there? That’s too bad that we’ll miss each other too. Don’t forget about the rest of the gang, though – they’ll be there and I’m sure they’d love to see you. I heard the wedding was fun. I got to see lots of cute pictures. I thought you looked wonderful in your bridesmaid dress.
Good luck in the ER! Maybe you’ll meet a cute George Clooney or Noah Wyle double.